Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Why oh Why?


Why do I continue to engage him in conversation? I asked him recently to sign a document stating I can have sexual or non-sexual relationships and it will not be held against me. He says yes, but only if you sign the same for me.  Um really? I have enough documented episodes of you cheating to sink your career, and get a sizable alimony check each month. Nothing like closing the barn door a week AFTER you let the horses run free. T is a retard! 

Then he says and if you do whatever, but I don’t want to know about it.  Why do you care I ask? Hmm really, I should have walked away. Maybe a part of me wants him to say cause I would be jealous and I don’t want anyone touching you. Not so much… Has never happened and will never happen. He says he doesn’t care what I do and will sign whatever as long as he gets the same.

 I’m not signing anything so it can’t void the documentation I already have.

Ahh the life of the Sociopath, and the soon to be ex-wife who can’t accept that she is nothing more than entertainment. I one day will feel desirable and loved again. Life like this is lonely.

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